get back in the kitchen you wench
here ur sandwich bitch nigga
life is good and fun and all that nonsence until…i dont know who i am anymore in the middle of no where and i stop and look around but nothing is real and everyone around me is fake and im all alone and scared and i start to cry and repeat “I am Amanda I live in New Jersey” but it doesnt even feel real when i talk. i use to feel crazy and it happened all the time but it doesnt happen anymore. i just “go blank” now. it’s like when im talking to someone but all of a sudden my mind goes blank and i dont know what to think or say and it happens at the worst times with important people too. i hate not knowing the answers and i hope my theripist finds them out soon because the whole “the world isnt real” thing came back today because of a dream and i cant live like this i really cant. i wonder if this happens to anyone else because im feeling kinda alone on this one.